Thursday 11 July 2013

fucked up BJ Mark Notts' exposing story.Download fag's full albums, see the links!

Sir Philippe has ordered me to write a message describing what I call my kinky past and experiences.
 

My earliest kinky times started off by buying ladies swimwear as they were more revealing than men's swimwear they weren't lined and obviously more revealing in all areas I would pick plain colours just the bikini bottoms obviously I was a lot younger and slim at the time I would go to the coast and go to the beaches that satisfied me for some years I met with someone went shopping at a sex shop who turned out to be a rep for a swimwear company which was obviously an added bonus we exchanged details outside the sex shop there were no mobiles in them days he became my first kind of master although I didn't really realise it at that point we would arrange meetings in advance where we met up and travelled to the seaside he would have a collection of ladies swimwear bottoms / bikinis  they would all be in a brown paper bag and as we left the car I would be wearing my normal men's swimming trunks we would make our way to a set of toilets I would strip of my swimming trunks and pass them over and I would receive the paper bag containing his choice of swimwear that I had to wear until we reached the next set of toilets which were probably about a mile and half away and to get their I. had to walk along the sea wall / or on the beach either way they were always loads of people about  this lasted probably a year or more obviously it was more through the summer we eventually drifted apart after that I found the love of bondage which I enjoyed for a number of years on and off made good friends again circumstances changed my kinky side was put on hold so to speak then I started to fantasise what it's like to be like a Slut you read about in the magazines that went on again for a number of years and then by chance I got to experience giving my first blow job I finally realised this is what I want to get more of that was just something so wrong and so thrilling about being used as a cocksucker this I have been doing ever since unfortunately not as often as I would like but I have to live with my non kinky side with all the commitments of real-life that goes with it the next thing to come along was the internet after awhile I started to show an interest in watching web sites where slut’s / fag’s were being exposed and I honestly thought what do these guys get out of it they must be crazy but I kept on viewing the various websites and eventually I got to wondering what it would feel like to see myself up their with them well as many of you can probably guess it became a fantasy I wanted to feel just the same as them knowing there's going to the people seen pictures and possibly making contact and I thought with a bit of luck I may be able to make some contacts for giving blow jobs at the time I just thought I can control this it's just a bit of fun I can stop it at any time I want well as many of you may know it's like a drug once you have started it becomes more addictive and you get sucked in more and more I have exposed myself on various websites I have asked various masters / Dom’s to expose me and I have always asked for them to make it so I wouldn't be able to delete the pictures or comments that get added as I want to totally lose control just the same as the other Fag’s / Slut’s I have fantasised about being treated like

 Well most of that is history now I have since discovered being an Internet picture slut is definitely more scary and humiliating than in my fantasy in reality there is no going back it is for ever and you really do not know where you're going to end up and who might see you it is totally out of your control and no matter how humiliating it may feel you have to accept it
 
After meeting Sir Philippe online and submitting photos for his use and giving up all rights to how he uses them my fantasy of being a cocksucking internet picture Slut has been taken to a whole new level of exposure although I get scared and try and find out where he has used the pictures I know I'll never find out where they have gone as he has control over them and what happens to them which is really scary and humiliating as I suspect he's probably pass them on to other masters / collectors of compromising / humiliating pictures to use as they wish
I don't know whether it was from one of Sir Philippe postings but a couple of months ago I started receiving phone calls with the number with hold which at first wasn't that unusual as my number has become available for someone in my area requiring a cocksucker  but this was different he started telling me things about my private life he told me the name of the warehouse where I work on fish and chip shop where I sometimes go for dinner at the supermarket I use for shopping and the name of my road where I live obviously I keep my kinky side separate from my everyday life so that you can imagine I was very unhappy about this it was obvious it was going to go down the lines of some kind of blackmail or so I thought as you can imagine this took me out of my fantasy world and brought it to reality just how exposed I have become realising there's someone out there that at any time may decide to blackmail me or just expose me at home or at work which obviously isn't something I want to happen on a couple of occasions he phoned me to tell me there was a photo in a telephone box just down the road from where I work and I had better get down there before someone picks it up well I didn't know whether to believe him but as you can imagine I did go down and there was a number of photos clearly showing me and my contact details this has happened a few times but just lately he's not done anything so I'm hoping he's got fed up with tormenting me
 
I would still like to thank Sir Philippe  for exposing my pictures on the internet although I'm obviously more scared now and I realise there is no going back I still get a kick and I still find it to turn on knowing I'm in the same position as the other internet fag’s / slut’s I used to fantasise about being like well it's certainly reality and there is definitely no going back and no stopping my exposure as a cocksucking Fag / Slut
 
BJ Mark Notts UK